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About Me Member Mad Scientist Janorien18/Female/Norway Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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Long time no see - 27000 pageviews

Mon Jul 13, 2009, 12:27 PM
Summer's here.

And frankly.. I don't really find the right mood. Everything seems to fall apart around me, and life's just stressful and exhausting.
I'm moving to a new city this summer, to study medicine. Already got myself a small, nice apartment, and I'm assigned to my two jobs until I move. So all practical things are just fine, loveley in fact.. So it's my mind and soul which seems to not cope with things.
The last few days I've literally hated company - the people arund me seem to me to be a complete waste of space, with their cheap humour, their small chitchattering.. All blackness and negativity in the fair weather, I am.
I keep yelling at people or wanting to yell at people all the time. And there's no-one to spend time with, everyone's at ther holidays, or some random party, and I don't feel like watching people get wasted and puke their brains out...
And the lonelyness. I know, it's insane, really. I've got a lot of friends being here for me, if I just say the word, and yet, deep down inside I'm just so lonely in the big world.
I miss a simpler life where I didn't have to think all these thoughts. But I can't really remember when I lived such a life.

This sucks...

  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: 10 000 days (Wings pt.2) - Tool
  • Reading: The Adventures of Tintin
  • Watching: Death Note
  • Playing: FreeCell
  • Eating: Chocolate
  • Drinking: Taj Mahal

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  • Current Residence: Molde, Norway
  • Interests: Music and drawing
  • Favourite movie: The Lord Of The Rings
  • Favourite band or musician: A Perfect Circle, Tool, Solefald and In Flames
  • Favourite genre of music: Metal
  • Favourite artist: Maynard
  • Favourite poet or writer: Salvatore, Tolkien, Jordan, Goodkind
  • Favourite style of art: Digital Painting
  • Operating System: Windows
  • MP3 player of choice: Creative Zen <3
  • Wallpaper of choice: Anything with dragons on it!
  • Skin of choice: eh...
  • Favourite game: The Battle for Middle Earth II
  • Favourite gaming platform: My computer OFCOURSE!
  • Favourite cartoon character: L from Death Note
  • Personal Quote: A nuclear war could ruin your whole day!

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